Random blabbling of the superfat One...

Insights into the life of Supa...

Friday, April 29, 2005

from friday's utmost...meant to post this since, but never got around to it...

Certainty is the mark of the commonsense life— gracious uncertainty is the mark of the spiritual life. To be certain of God means that we are uncertain in all our ways, not knowing what tomorrow may bring. This is generally expressed with a sigh of sadness, but it should be an expression of breathless expectation. We are uncertain of the next step, but we are certain of God. As soon as we abandon ourselves to God and do the task He has placed closest to us, He begins to fill our lives with surprises.

Oswald Chambers...another super wise man...

i worry too much. i should know better, He has always been so good.

so....must learn to take things one task at a time.
well, one of the "tasks placed closest" at the moment is teaching 13 9th graders sunday school.
i am a tad nervous...going through the syllabus i was given hoping that it would give me some kinda clue as to how to relate to 9th graders, but no real luck...
really don't wanna be another irrelevant old person that doesn't get what they are going through...hopefully i will have something real worth sharing...
so yes if i have not already pestered you for advice and if you have some to give please do...oh yeah yuling...any books?

yes i know...placing inpressionable young minds in my care...what were they thinking... =P

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

...as if religion were something God invented, and not His statement to us of certain quite unalterable facts about His own nature...

quite a few times while reading mere christianity have i had to stop, take a deep breath and just go...wow...
he goes from an intellectual discourse on the existence of God, to basic and pratical application in morals and virtues in the world we are in, yet points forward to eternity reminding us that we follow these virtues not to get into heaven, but to become a "certain sort of person" that would find joy when we get there...and then goes to tie it in the end with theology and the purpose behind it all...

i could ramble on forever about things that stood out to me and probably end up quoting half the book...but for now this one really sticks out...

Do not waste time bothering whether you 'love' your neighbor; act as if you did. As soon as we do this we find one of the great secrets. When you are behaving as if you loved someone, you will presently come to love him... ...Do not sit trying to manufacture feelings [for God]. Ask yourself, 'If I were sure that I loved God, what would I do?' When you have found the answer, go and do it.

once again...wow...challenging no?

speaking of challenge, yuling has once again begun (and begun pestering other people about...and don't get me wrong the "pestering" is much needed) his 10 book challenge.
so far i am 0 for 2, with 5.5 books being last summer's count...but this year it will be different (i know i said the same thing last year...but it will). i have actually been good lately and reading a fair bit (of course having said that i will probably jinx myself and never read again).

i am trying to create a well balanced reading list...i know so far it's so far it consists of...i am open to recommendations

1) Rediscovering Church - Lynne and Bill Hybels
2) Jesus Amoung Other Gods - Ravi Zacharias
3) Hiding Place - Corrie Ten Boom
4) The Story We Find Ourselves In -Brian McLaren
5) The Last Word and the Word After That - Brian McLaren
6) The Life You've Alway Wanted - John Ortberg
7) Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
8) The Davinci's Code - Dan Brown
9) Rich Dad Poor Dad - Robert Kiyosaki
10) The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy (the whole trilogy of five) - Douglas Adams

i know the last two are kinda iffy....my friend recommended the rich/poor book when she realized that i have no clue about money...and have none for that matter...
and for the hitchhiker's guide...i know it's not the most deep and significant book, but i'm reading 5 for 1 so it should be ok... and once again, i am open for suggestions...

...and yes you may have noticed that i am back to blogging...i had been reluctant to blog since i didn't always feel i had something to blog about and that it wouldn't be amusing....well i was reminded the other day that people don't just come to my blog for amusement, but might actually care what has been going on in my life while i'm all the way in edmonton...so...YEAH!!!...i have friends! =)

Connie spoke too soon...

today it rains...sunday it snows...BAH!

Monday, April 25, 2005

Connie likes:

- summery weather
- driving with the sunroof open
- impromptu Sunday afternoon barbecues
- cheese filled smokies

Edmonton’s not bad in the spring/summer...think it’s trying to convince people not to hate it after snowing on them all winter... =P

Sunday, April 17, 2005

so...as promised i will tell you if the day following my good day was good as well...*drum roll....* and.....the answer is......it was ok... (hahaha...i know i'm gonna get kicked for that =P)

and most my days are ok here...so yes don't be worrying about me being all alone and depressed here, coz i'm not...i do get bored sometimes...and living on my own i have on rare occasions i have caught myself talking to myself...i also have bad days where i give myself whiplash or a massive bump on my head (other stories for other days), but usually they are ok...

there's nothing wrong with an ok day...nothing goes wrong...yet nothing extraordinary happens either. you get used to ok days, learn to be happy with them and go one having one after another of them...but then every once in a while a little sparkle enters, and you get to leave your usual routine for a bit, connect and get a glimsp of a little something beyond your own little life...and the day turns into a good one.

good days since my last blog: 2

Monday, April 11, 2005

today was a good day. don't get too many of those...i hope tomorrow will be one too.

i'll let you know if it is...