Tko's comment reminds me of a post i was gonna post but then got to lazy to...this happens alot which is why there are never any posts.

but yes last month some of us unemployed graduated bums decided to get into a van and travel south of the border to chicago (since we couldn't afford anything further). it turned out to be a time of good fun, food, laughs, standing ovations and of course quotes for the wall...

Nathan:
"I conserve my pee like a dog"

Nathan's mandom (the name of his aftershave):
"everyone loves a man, everyone loves a lover, man o mandon"

Yuling:
"i got mad viagra"

sign for a chinese bun (bow) shop:
"wow bow - fine asian buns"

so if you hadn't noticed i'd been hiding in a blogging ditch since school's been out. guess i've been waiting for something to happen to me that's worth blogging about. not to say the summer's been completely uneventful, but i keep putting it off expecting something else to come along.

...but...was reminded today at church as our pastor encouraged us to start each day on the right note, i realized that i've started my summer on a slightly sour note and from there the song's been a little off. for some reason i have been unable to get myself excited about the rest of my life. most times when i think of it, it just bothers me that i don't know what i'm supposed to be doing. simon keeps trying to convince me that that's part of the excitement, coz possibilities are endless and it gives me a chance to really trust God (...am trying, but still have a long ways to go with that i guess).

then today uncle simon (incase you're confused that's sunday-school-teacher-simon not boyfriend-simon...i do not call my boyfriend uncle) also challenged us to think of the here and now of our life's purpose. often we keep saying we'll do god's purpose when we find our life's purpose and so our purposes now are to find our purposes, which is quite the crock of bull and an excuse to be complacent christians and I admit lately i’ve been guilty of it. been justifying it as a break after school to rest and prepare for the rest of my life which i think to an extent is true. but honestly i’ve been doing a whole lot of resting and not much preparing. so i’m gonna try starting this whole postschool summer thing again…the right way this time.

will try to update more often to let you guys know how it’s going.