a 3 hour tutorial at 8am on friday, group meetings, assignment due, the computer lab, pouring rain and no umbrella really doesn't add up to the best day....and i would advise against trying to make mashed potatoes and realizing after you boil the potatoes that you lent your masher to someone else and have to mash 10 potatoes with a fork at 2 am the night before.

took everything in me this morning to get out of bed this morning, but i did, and i am glad.
days like this you just need an extra bit of grace to get through...thank God He has plenty to give.

"But one this I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining towards what is ahead, I press on towards the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus."
- phil 3:14-

Ever notice that when you're kinda down and you let yourself wallow in it, and all of a sudden you spiral downwards and then you start thinking that you're world's falling apart and you have no friends? Yes? No?...well sometimes that happens to me, but good thing for me i snap out of it before i let myself get too far and God always shows me how horribly wrong i am.
I HAVE THE BESTEST FRIENDS EVER!!! and just when you feel like talking to one of them, she decides to take a surprise trip from kingston to visit and you run into her in the hall and it just totally makes your day. and you talk and realize that even though you haven't talked in ages, nothing's changed! it's most awesome...i love ya...hehe you know who you are =)

In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light my strength my song
This corner stone this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest draught and storm
What height of love what depths of peace
When fears are stilled and strivings cease
My comforter my all in all
Here in the love of Christ I stand....

No guilt no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to dying breathe
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell no scheme of man
Could ever pluck me from his hand
Till he returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand!

"O God, make me one of those rarest of souls who willingly wait for Thy time; My impatient will must be lost in Thine own, And Thy will forever be mine"

I never really knew how hard it would be to pray this prayer...to truly wait on God and trust in His timing. Can't say I know now, but I need to learn...

Pray for me...

wah me AGAIN! i really don't like doing biz...

thinking about something exciting to say...but nope can't think of anything...
life's been just kinda normal...nothing worth really writing about...haven't really done anything exciting or stupid lately (i know it's hard to believe).
it's been mad midterm and deadline week and as much as i hate being in the engineering building, i have spent more out of class hours in there this past week than i have in the past 3 years combined. that building is a sad sad sad place. stay away from it!!!

hehe of course you guys know me well enough to know that when i say "I'm back" it doesn't really mean i'm back back...it's more a "i'm lazy and i'll drop by every now and then"... =P

but i am here today, procrastinating from studying biz...yes i have a biz class...it's the equivalent of first year biz for engineers. sigh can't seem to bring myself to do it...it just doesn't seem applicable to anything else i'm doing...and you have to like read and write and think...and stuff...but then again...i guess the alternative would be starting my FUG calculations for my detailed VCM plant design...hm...maybe income statements aren't that bad...but four hour exams are...
but yeah...hehe...was complaining about biz cases to rosey and how long horrible and retarded they are...till i realized that her being in business means that's like all she does...oops!